It was an elaborate attempt on my part .Have a long suffered face? Heard since eternity that you should smile once on a while? Well that is something worthy of your Life getting back on track.isn't it. Finally I decided to try it. I smiled at my mother in law who has just recently been part of my home after father in law's death.I had thought it would be a crime to smile at her or laugh loudly at her presence. Eventually came into senses that she or her son would think it is because I don't like her moving in with us. I had to be myself. That is , laugh loud at videos of pet dogs cats or any mind relieving activity I usually indulge myself in. But I found out that these are deliberately done. Not normally coming out. So I had to rethink my priority.It is me but with an effective twist. Smile and my body consiously does something to my mind and eventually to my body that is totally relaxing.Two days into the experiment I am already feeling the after effects. What is with you question started with my spouse finding it strange I am off my grumpy demeanour.Actually I feel calmer and relaxed.
